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[Oct. 27th, 2005|02:22 pm] |
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um so teale gets here tomorrow and i'm shitting my pants. |
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[Oct. 8th, 2005|08:12 pm] |
i don't get why i'm so cashed this weekend. last night crews had to call me nightride at like midnight, and i'm really struggling to work up the motivation to go out tonight. i don't know if i can physically do it. right now i'm just sitting on my bed listening to james taylor and i'm pretttty happy. plus i ate meat today which means that my stomach is killing itself.
ok so i can't wait to see keyea callie marshall rach sage bails emily teale and my mom and neets and my brothers. and some other people.
my family is moving the weekend that i'm there. probably the saddest news of my life.
another thing that sucks is the fact that a lot of people in my house are participating in ramadan and they can't drink for the next month. sad and sober 30ish days ahead in the home of jordan.
can anyone explain how third eye blind is this good? no ok didn't think so. |
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[Oct. 2nd, 2005|03:36 pm] |
the other night, austin camille and i were at this party and bob schneider started playing, and then we realized that everyone sitting around us was from austin. and it was a lot of people, it was so tight.
i go home in 10 days. every time i go home i feel like i was never gone. and my friend addie from camp who goes to baylor is coming to austin the weekend i'm there to see me. i haven't seen her in 2 years and i'm so excited. it's to the point,though, where i'll be sad to leave boulder even for a few days. it's the shit, seriously.
every time goose calls me i'm not at my house phone, which is depressing since she's my life
this is random but i keep missing sage. but i'm in a very random mood since i'm still drunk. for instance i'm listening to ace of base right now and i listened to tori amos for like an hour and mr. brightside 4 times in a row before that. and i really wanted cheese when i woke up.
i pretty much am obsessed with life. |
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[Sep. 26th, 2005|12:40 pm] |
some people definitely just stress me out way too much. i can't deal with moods fluctuating every like .7 seconds and people trying to make me feel accountable for their discontent. i'm not god. i can't pick your mood or how you choose to cope with things. people that victimize themselves are unbearable.
i miss austin, but i'm so glad i don't live there right now. at the rate i was going i would probably have a hardcore felony and had to have filed like 10 restraining orders. i would at least for sure be suffering from liver failure.
so me and crews don't dance and we were reallly dancing the other night. so embarrassing. slave for u came on and i know i tried to like pull some shit that i really shouldn't have. dear christ. |
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[Sep. 16th, 2005|03:01 am] |
so a ladybug is crawling on my computer screen. that's pretty cool, i guess.
my birthday is tomorrow, and i keep forgetting. weird.
i guess grant doesn't suck after all since he pulled through and told the truth.
it's weird to think that my tattoos are going to be there forever, unless i want to shell out thousands of dollars for the painful removal process. which i don't, really. i don't like one of them very much anymore. and they are so visible. greatttt.
since it's been cold here i want it to be christmas so bad. and i want to get a soy chai and go to the trail of lights and then go watch home alone and drink red wine on my couch with a blanket and be wearing a hoodie and smell the smell of the heater and have it been really dark and gloomy outside. it's probably my favorite thing.
it's really sad that my family is moving before the holidays. i don't want to chill at like a random house for thanksgiving and christmas, but whatever. |
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[Sep. 15th, 2005|07:59 am] |
all i want to do is go back to like 4th grade when i started getting in trouble and do everything right from there on out. my life would be so much different.
goosey good luck moving. expect an angry call from my mother in the next few days. grant apparently hallucinated when i was in austin. and tell red bull i said hi.
it's so cold here that i keep thinking it's christmas. i just made hot chocolate and i wore a scarf today.
i probably miss you. i miss a lot of people today. |
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[Sep. 14th, 2005|11:33 am] |
dear grant,
i doubt you even have computer privileges after what you've done, but if you read this i think you are being the most disgusting person i've ever met in my life. mom just disconnected my cell phone for something i didn't do and e-mailed that she would "contact me when she was ready to talk." thanks brother dearest, you've officially made me vomit. i can't even come up with a mean enough name right now. come clean and stop lying to make yourself look better or i'm not getting you a christmas present. for the rest of your life.
xoxoxoxoxo LOVE YAsweetcakes your'esuckingrightnowDKLJD!!!:) -jordan |
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[Sep. 5th, 2005|11:05 am] |
any girl that lived in a progressive city during the 90's should really find their alanis morrisette jagged little pill cd. i just did and my life is so good.
so i'm babysitting this kid who's playing sonic the hedgehog on his x-box and it's pretty tight because it's just like the one for the original sega. but i just tried it and i totally lost all my skills. fuck.
i also really like this game because he's addicted and has been playing for 2 hours which means that i'm just chilling.
i just read over all of my old entries and 1) some suck and are embarrassing, but 2) some are making me kind of sad because they make me think of winter last year. they talk about late night drives and other fun stuff that won't ever happen again. i hate missing things.
oh yeah it's labor day. all that means to me is that i'm supposed to get payed but the banks are closed. cool. |
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[Sep. 4th, 2005|11:05 am] |
so i definitely just accidentally went to work at 10:45 instead of 3:45, which really sucks considering i had to wake up approximately an hour and a half before my body clock is set. and this stupid bitch that only works one shift a week wouldn't switch, even though i told her i already made plans for tonight. fuck her. i worked 13 hours yesterday while she probably dyed her hair more blonde and painted her toenails yet a brighter shade of pink, all the while maintaining a steady buzz by sipping low-carb raspberry smirnoff's through a straw. so it's my fault for reading the schedule incorrectly and i'm completely taking it out on her. she's still pretty fucking dumb. and my guess at what she did has to be at least partially correct since she was miraculously platinum when i saw her just now. as i walked out the door she said sympathetically, "aww sorry honeyyyy," stressing the last syllable for at least 8 seconds. she also pouted her glossy lips into a puppy dog face. fuck off. don't use terms of endearment with me.
so sorry crews. we can shop tomorrow.
why do parents read livejournals? i mean i don't really disclose any information that i wouldn't want them to know anyway so i don't necessarily care, i just honestly want to know the motive behind this because i'm really confused. i can only hope i have better things to do when i am that age than to read the online journals of my child's peers.
three days til i come home. i'm hitting up maria's right when i get there. i want a potato bean and cheese so bad. i would sacrifice my 3:45 shift for it even. |
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[Aug. 3rd, 2005|01:59 pm] |
+the high here tomorrow is 70 degrees, never been this happy.
+i like my job a lot. i was so tired of not having any structure during the day. plus i don't have to roll a tray of silverware and wipe down menus laden in processed cheese and purples before i leave.
+crews and camille are getting here in 15 days.
+i'm obsessed with my house.
+my family is coming to see me the week before my birthday, and they said that goose could fly up with them.
+my mom found a pay check from baby a's that i lost and is mailing it to me.
+ my brothers are the shit.
- i miss them.
- i also miss this girl a lot no matter how hard i try not to or pretend that i don't. cool i'm a pussy.
-pictures can make you depressed.
-someone always writes as if he's ghetto/a badass/ better than other people and it's annoying.
- making long distance calls is prohibited on my phone which sucks because i really miss callie and want to talk to her. haha that was such an obvious hint. |
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[Aug. 1st, 2005|09:51 pm] |
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elizabeth geeslin. you are my life. |
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[Jul. 21st, 2005|04:11 pm] |
so i am feeling a whole lot better about being in boulder. austin really isn't that cool now, since a lot of people suddenly suck. plus, i can't handle drinking every night anymore unless i want my body to die. i'm still glad i came though. i missed way too many people.
crews and i had a conversation about sketchy people, and i realized that i know too many. and more people are becoming sketchy. what the fuck. be normal. stop doing coke. i was good friends with faulkner, and cochrane has been to my house. twice. i'm sure i was like on probation and didn't know or something.
watch out. people might think you're sketchy even if you don't know it.
my plane ride was shitty. my dad booked my flight to land in colorado springs. that's basically like your dad booking a flight to land in el paso instead of bergstrom. so i had to take a bus ride that ended up being eight hours, and i sat in between this cracked out guy that told me he shot roman candles at police on the fourth of july, and this eighty year old woman who smelled like shit.
whatever. i'm still lonely. i just want austin and camille to get here.
i miss everyone who's worth missing. |
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[Jul. 15th, 2005|12:13 pm] |
i forgot that austin entails a package deal of drama and heat. cool!
by the way, i basically developed acne over night, so you might not recognize me if you were, per chance, to see me on the streets or some other place that is out of context. i won't even be offended.
dear teale ridley-art and ava rawski,
i have to see you before i leave austin on tuesday, so i will be tracking you down today.
i am done with so many people. is anyone else?? jesus christ. |
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[Jul. 13th, 2005|06:49 pm] |
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i have a vitoria's secret card with $50 on it and i will sell it to anyone for a lot cheaper than that if you want it before i leave austin, so tell me if you do. |
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[Jul. 12th, 2005|03:53 pm] |
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sooo this one girl needs to not talk about my shit anymore and stay in her own friendless world with her basically 89 year old boyfriend. thanks! |
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[Jul. 7th, 2005|01:16 pm] |
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what up atx. i can't wait to see everyone.
edit: i'm really over girls who get mad <(understatement) over completely illegitimate shit. we are not in middle school. grow the fuck up. perhaps try getting upset for age-appropriate reasons. |
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[Jun. 6th, 2005|09:03 pm] |
i don't miss anyone any less, but i guess things are getting to be alright. the people in my house are pretty tight, even if they are all at least 4 years older than me. please give me your email addresses and i promise i will write you because i have nothing else to do, and you should write me at my house:
2127 16th Street
Boulder, CO 80302
edit: i haven't been under the influence of literally anything since wednesday night. weird? i thought so. i miss mccormicks. i've also only smoked two cigarettes since thursday, and my lungs are like throwing a party. |
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[Jun. 5th, 2005|11:40 am] |
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i miss my friends so much, nobody here will ever compare to you guys and i'm so depressed and every time i hear dave i think of goose and every time i hear a certain song i remember dancing in rachel's car and it's the saddest thing in the world. i don't think it will get better, if you want to know the truth. i love everyone so much. feel lucky that you are in the greatest city with the greatest people. |
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[Apr. 22nd, 2005|02:53 pm] |
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i'm obsessed with this week. |
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[Apr. 9th, 2005|08:11 pm] |
i only care about 13 people at austin high, i just counted.
actually 14 if you count my brother, but i don't. |
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